Nonconformity
To heal is an act of nonconformity. We live in a culture that feeds into illness rather than healing. When we decide to go within to seek guidance and direction from our own internal compass we realize we have everything we need to heal. This fact goes against what have been told or taught.
All healing journeys involve spiritual awakening regardless of your take on spirituality and this is something that cannot be taught but discovered. It becomes a choice in which path you choose. No one can do this work for you. But once you decide to travel that road least taken it will become impossible to go back to where you came from.